For we are free — free to suffer every anguish of deliberation, of decisions which must be made upon suspect information and half-knowledge, every anguish of hindsight and regret, of failure, shame and responsibility for all that we have brought upon ourselves and others: free to struggle, to starve, to demand from all one last, supreme effort to reach where we long to be and, once there, to conclude that it is not, after all, the right place. For a great price obtained I this freedom, to wish to God I had died by the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when I sat by the fleshpots and ate bread to the full. The tyrant wasn’t such a bad old bugger, and even in his arbitrary rages never killed as many as died in yesterday’s glorious battle for liberty. Will you return to him, then? Ah no, sweet Freedom, I will slave for you until I have forgotten the love that once consumed my being, until I am old and bitter and can no longer see the wood for the starved, dirty trees. Then I will curse you and die; and will you then concede that I may be accounted your loyal follower and a true creature of this Earth? And, Freedom, was I free?

For we are free — free to suffer every anguish of deliberation, of decisions which must be made upon suspect information and half-knowledge,...

I tell you, there isn't a world at all now except this wound in my head, and you're in there too, Rowf. I'm not going outside again – not any more. If I can die and stop it all, then I'll stay here and do that. But perhaps I've died already. Perhaps dying – perhaps even dying doesn't stop it.

I tell you, there isn't a world at all now except this wound in my head, and you're in there too, Rowf. I'm not going outside again – not an...

I've only got to drown, or jump under a lorry, and the sky will fall down and all the men will die. Have you ever thought of that, Rowf? That puts us one ahead of them all right.

I've only got to drown, or jump under a lorry, and the sky will fall down and all the men will die. Have you ever thought of that, Rowf? Tha...